Today,
I wanna look. But that look could remind me of my pain I felt serval months ago. I want this year to be a year of deliverance and restoration. One glance of my past can cause my present to crumble. so I go back and forth is it worth it. Is it worth it to take another look for a second and allow every minute to spring up bitterness. To constantly have my CD of pain on replay.
How bad do I want my healing I repeated over and over. How much of this do I have to be tempted by. How much could I really take. Why am I questing gods grace, better yet his readiness to bring me out.
Dear God, As bad as I want to glance at my past teach me to smile at my future. Help me realize that open womb is now a scare, a scar that I don't have to feel insecure about but loving what you've already cured. In JESUS name amen.
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